To Be Or Not to Be

2005-11-10T17:28:21+01:00

Very pissed off, big rgument with wife lst night - from venus I think! Took my dog for wlk for n hour this morning, fter dropping my dughter off t school. fter tking the dog I went horse riding for n hour. Cme home logged into a couple of cht rooms chtted for n hour nd then put the wshing on - 4 lods lter its just finishing.

See I don't work, Im not unemployed just don't need to work, my wife works and erns good money, I look fter the home, dughter, dog its been like that for bout 5 yers now - not my choice just how things hve worked out.

To fill my time between home, tescos, school nd dog wlking I go horse riding - it is brill I love it! I lso hve bot 30ft sil bot but its lid up for winter, get it out gin in spring.

I hve been looking for a new project since selling my IT compny 2 yers go, ny suggestions welcome.

s house husbnd I find if cn be very depressing nd quite soul destroying, obviously it hs its good points, dughter, bot, dog, horses but I do not feel I m contributing to my fmily or society s whole - therefore it cn feel s if im wste of spce nd sometimes this feeling is overwhelming nd I become depressed, very depressed!

Its 16.40 nd I got to decid whts for te, pst prcils i think.

dont let the brstrs get you down

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To Be Or Not to Be